My sun doesn’t shine without you.
This is day 6th since we broke up. I don’t know what’s happening to me. I know this is not the first time I broke my heart this bad. After 3 years, IT HAPPENED AGAIN. You see, this is the reason why I was so afraid to love again. To feel this kind of feeling again. It took me so long to find someone whom I’ll love again, I took the risk of falling and getting hurt. But what I sacrificed wasn’t good enough for the man I loved. It was so painful that I am left with nothing but to cry my heart out and to get myself drunk as f*ck EVERY NIGHT. I really don’t know what happened. Why we ended like this. He said, we’re going to aim for FOREVER. He said, he’ll love me like there’s no TOMORROW —- This words made me fall for him. Fall for a sweet tongue. Not a sweet heart. No, I don’t regret falling for him coz I know I gave everything that I could. I gave everything in my power. And now, we’re over.. There are lots of questions in my head, like.. What if I didn’t broke up with him? What if I just hold onto him even if I was hurting? Would I be happy? Would I be tough? Or stronger? I really don’t know. It’s just left unanswered. I wish I stayed. I wish, I could turn back and go back. I wish he loved me. I wish he needed me. I wish, it was me all along.
HAHAHAHA!! BITCH PLEASE!!
So, yeah. This is just an update for my blog. Haha, I really don’t have anything to put on here. But as my professor said, our class has to do this for our finals. I’ve got a looot of stuffs going on now like family prob, work prob, and some shitty stuff. It’s kinda private so I really don’t wanna mention it here.
So, school’s almost over and I can’t imagine I’m leaving FEU for good. This is the second attempt actually. First, was to transfer in Miriam College and now, to Our Lady Of Fatima - Antipolo. Well, my mom’s kind of having a financial problem that’s why I need to do this. I really don’t like to transfer but I’ve got to to save some money, and maybe to fix my grades properly then I go back. =D
Haven’t got much to say but, here it is. ^_^
It’s actually 2:31 am now, and I’ve got to sleep. All the reviewing’s done and this is the finale. =) Good luck to everyone!
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My boyfriend saw my tweet about Von. I know it was wrong to say that I can’t get Von off my mind, but what should I do? :( I love my boyfriend and I don’t wanna lose him just because my past still haunts me. D;
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